My 24th B'day...

I don’t know whether it’s the beginning or the end,

But that’s true- I am sad my friend.

I had thought things would bloom as a flower,

I never knew I will become so far.

M far off all of my family;

I regret for being so silly,

My birthday has brought me tears,

When I expected lot many other gifts from my nears and dears,

It took me off from the heart of my mom,

Far off heart of my sis,

I don’t know how to make them realize that it is I who gonna miss.

I have no idea what is going to happen next,

But this was something I didn’t expect.

I m sure for one thing;

After my 24^th birth day has come

My hands are empty n I have nothing.

Nothing to loose nothing to spare,

Because they never realized how much did I care.

I don’t know whether it’s the beginning or the end,

But that’s true- I am sad my friend.

Brightly shinning cloudy Sun (14/10/2011)

Today as I got up early in the morning and as a routine I went to my gallery window to peep out and feel the cool breeze flowing, I saw the reflection of round burning ball in the window pane. That was the rising sun which seemed to be shinning more brightly than usual. I don’t know what it was but I couldn’t take my eyes off the pane till it came out fully after taking a bath in the clouds. The part of Shivalik hills visible through my window had become somewhat blur in vision due to the snowy gathering all around them. I felt bad about the thing that I had to miss that beautiful scenery to prevent myself from missing my statistics lecture. Till the time I stopped at traffic lights I was feeling a little bad somewhere deep in my heart when I gazed at the sun and all my regrets flew away. I was able to see the brightly shinning cloudy sun before me. The scene was so beautiful that I am not able to describe it in words. It was just like as if the brave soldier sun is coming after defeating the big army of clouds. The feeling of victory made its face shine so brightly breaking the clouds into small clusters same as we see when vinegar is added to boiling milk. I feel happy noticing such scenes and relating them with day today life instances.

Is it enough to make me happy???

Getting admission to Govt. Colleges & University campus has always grabbed top positions in my dream list. Since I came to Chandigarh in 2003, I have always been looking forward and putting efforts to make my scores as high so that I can reach the eligibility criteria to get admitted to any course in Uni campus. But I think dreaming about campus studies has almost become invalid in my case as I have got admission in Govt. College for my last step of studying ladder. Its also just like dream coming true as I expected a seat here for one more year BUT provided my entire team is there with me. The most unfortunate thing for me is I am not with my favorite buddies. Another thing which I see is positive is that the teachers have welcomed me with same warmth as they had done 2 years back when i came for bachelor's degree. I am not able to make out whether this will be enough to make me happy that I have made it to re- enter the same institute of education or not because on the first day of my session I am missing my pals. God knows how will I spend one whole year here...