My 24th B'day...

I don’t know whether it’s the beginning or the end,

But that’s true- I am sad my friend.

I had thought things would bloom as a flower,

I never knew I will become so far.

M far off all of my family;

I regret for being so silly,

My birthday has brought me tears,

When I expected lot many other gifts from my nears and dears,

It took me off from the heart of my mom,

Far off heart of my sis,

I don’t know how to make them realize that it is I who gonna miss.

I have no idea what is going to happen next,

But this was something I didn’t expect.

I m sure for one thing;

After my 24^th birth day has come

My hands are empty n I have nothing.

Nothing to loose nothing to spare,

Because they never realized how much did I care.

I don’t know whether it’s the beginning or the end,

But that’s true- I am sad my friend.

Brightly shinning cloudy Sun (14/10/2011)

Today as I got up early in the morning and as a routine I went to my gallery window to peep out and feel the cool breeze flowing, I saw the reflection of round burning ball in the window pane. That was the rising sun which seemed to be shinning more brightly than usual. I don’t know what it was but I couldn’t take my eyes off the pane till it came out fully after taking a bath in the clouds. The part of Shivalik hills visible through my window had become somewhat blur in vision due to the snowy gathering all around them. I felt bad about the thing that I had to miss that beautiful scenery to prevent myself from missing my statistics lecture. Till the time I stopped at traffic lights I was feeling a little bad somewhere deep in my heart when I gazed at the sun and all my regrets flew away. I was able to see the brightly shinning cloudy sun before me. The scene was so beautiful that I am not able to describe it in words. It was just like as if the brave soldier sun is coming after defeating the big army of clouds. The feeling of victory made its face shine so brightly breaking the clouds into small clusters same as we see when vinegar is added to boiling milk. I feel happy noticing such scenes and relating them with day today life instances.

Is it enough to make me happy???

Getting admission to Govt. Colleges & University campus has always grabbed top positions in my dream list. Since I came to Chandigarh in 2003, I have always been looking forward and putting efforts to make my scores as high so that I can reach the eligibility criteria to get admitted to any course in Uni campus. But I think dreaming about campus studies has almost become invalid in my case as I have got admission in Govt. College for my last step of studying ladder. Its also just like dream coming true as I expected a seat here for one more year BUT provided my entire team is there with me. The most unfortunate thing for me is I am not with my favorite buddies. Another thing which I see is positive is that the teachers have welcomed me with same warmth as they had done 2 years back when i came for bachelor's degree. I am not able to make out whether this will be enough to make me happy that I have made it to re- enter the same institute of education or not because on the first day of my session I am missing my pals. God knows how will I spend one whole year here...

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"Aam aadmi"- Latest synonym to Helpless fellow

With continuous hike in prices of commodities of daily use, it is becoming more and more difficult for a everyone to afford daily meal. Due to such a surprising increase in cost of things of routine consumption, almost every section or class of the society has got affected. I am not sure whether to consider it fortunate or unfortunate that the so called UPPER CLASS is still untouched by the evil of inflation. But I am sure, in next few months the life of these few Blessed people will also experience the change. I am not able to understand the basic reason why the prices of LPG cylinders, kerosene oil, petrol and diesel are increasing on monthly basis?

The only class of people on which this price hike will make maximum effect is that of Middle class. the so called Aam Aadmi. The lower class people are already living in scanty of things and are now used to it. And, the High class is not affected because they already have plenty of everything. But the so called middle class people are always hand to mouth....

Searching for a reason

At some point in life, a point comes when there is sudden outburst of human being. In my case, it happens with loud cries. I do not cry very easily but at some point, even I feel it’s more than enough and I am not able to ignore crying. Just like all those days when I cried aloud, today is also one day when I am feeling like crying. There are so many reason that I am not able to count. My heart and head is feeling so burdened that I can’t express it in words. I just wanna say, “I WANT TO CRY”. I was avoiding giving it a consideration and trying to keep myself busy with other things. Even after putting my best efforts, I am unable to control this emotional outburst. I am feeling very helpless and weak at this point of time. They say if you can control yourself, you can rule the world. But I am unable to control my tears. Tell me what should I do now? I think my yesterday is ruling my today. But I can assure one thing. I will not let it affect my tomorrow. I have always put my best in life. I had tried to take all people I know with me. But I think this time I have failed in making my bonding with my sister perfect. She is happier moving out and roaming with other people than me. On the other hand, my world revolves around her only. I have made a stronger bonding with her from last three years since we shifted in our home here. She is my parents, buddy and of course my guide. I do not whether I am a fool or she is cleverer than me that she is able to enjoy everything without me and I keep on waiting for the time she will get free and accompany me. Now I am confused whether I need to learn how to live alone or I need to ask her to spare some time for me. I am looking in to find out the reason for which this is happening with me. I hope I will certainly find it soon.

A true fact about teacher-taught relationship in present scenario

Man is that species of the earth that cannot survive alone. It may be due to the innate nature of human beings or his socializing attitude that we cannot see any man in total solitude. Although in early times there were numerous saints who used to practice total separateness from materialistic world and went on the way of spirituality. But if we analyse even there also, these saints were in the company of their spirituality or what we can call their respective Gods whom they prayed. I never thought of about the importance of relationships in life. The word relationship does not refer to only our personal or immediate relations that we get naturally by birth but has a wide scope to cover. There are certain short timed relationships that we are unable to forget for whole of our life. One such relation is the one that we make with our teachers.

Have you ever made a little effort to analyse this relationship? The reply will obviously be more of a “No”. Most of us are busy in strengthening other relationships when we merely remember the teacher who taught us how to spell out and pronounce the word ‘relationship’. In this article I want to focus on the importance of bonding between a teacher and her students. A teacher is next to motherly figure during initial days of our schooling. She is the one who helps us in getting accommodated in the strangest environment of school as it is the first formal setting of our life. She lays the foundation stone of our personality. I still remember my Kinder Garden teacher who was so patient in her behaviour that she used to remain quiet and calm even when we shouted and cried like demons.

Her affection is the same for all students. She is not merely concerned with providing bookish knowledge to us rather we get all other types of knowledge like moral, ethical, social, etc. from her only. I must say that the relation of a teacher and student comes just after parents in the list of importance and affection. But in modern times, where we are forgetting about the importance of relationship of parents and children, how can we expect someone to value the teacher student relationships? These days, both the extremes are available with us. There are students who value and remember their educationists for whole life and those for whom teachers are merely machineries who provide lectures to them. A teacher lives whole of her life through the eyes of students. So, we must learn to value our teachers because simply saying a “Thanks” from core of heart can payback the debt of what teachers do for us. Do value them; they are the stepping stones of your success.